Late Night Baking

Jim had attended his 3rd therapy session today. I do not know how things are going for him as I see no real change in him. He still pouts and lets things bother him. He has been good about holding his tongue but words are branded on his face when he gets upset.

I was baking up till about half an hour ago when Jim come stomping out of the bathroom. Well Shit hit the fan. I said it. I wanted a divorce. I have had enough. The things he accuses me of with black boyfriends, men calling me, and not going to bed with him when he wants me to. (10pm usually) I am a night owl and it is causing problems with him. He thinks I'm sleeping around with some man who I don't even know the name of.

I have never yelled this much in my whole life. The things he thinks when he is alone is too scary for any woman. He will always be in bad relationships because of his past ones. It has affected our to the point of no return I guess.